So as the headline says today was and still is a real Fuck My Life day. Every minute just makes it worse and I just want to wake up tomorrow and start a new day. It all began with the math test this morning. I thought it went well but then I started thinking about it and now I know that it went terrible. I finshed school around twelve and went home with plans to hide under a blanket with some berries. But of course I checked facebook and look. One of my friends got a hostfamily yesterday in Texas on of the states I selected. I'm really happy for her but I'm getting worried nobody in USA wants me. She got the perfect family and now there is one less hostfamily i US. I hate waiting for a family... It freaks me out...

Well ice-cream heals tears or what do we say? Enough of feeling sorry for myself, talk to you soon...

I just said goodbye to my uncels and their families. We had a spontaneous familydinner at our place today and it was so much fun. I love my cousins, they're so cute. My uncles and their wives are also amazing. So nice and everything. I showed them the dress I will wear on my graduation and they offered to help me with makeup and my hair and evrything. So nice!

We ate really good, thanks for dinner mom, and played until they needed to go home. I didn't reallt have time for them today with all my homework but family first right? Honestly I don't want to study because it's so boring. Therefore I don't do them and now I will go to bed. I love my bed. I want to marry my bed. My bed is awesome. Seriously. It' soft and among my duvet and my pillow it's the best place ever. So I will go heaven now and I might not return. Ever.

So, I falied the oral test today. Well done Greta... No but I'm totally fine with it, really I am. I'm fine with my future as a stipper. Maby I wasn't born to be good in math so I just need to deal wih it. I was born this way and I'm gonna live this way. Well enough of my sad relationship with math and let's talk about my day. Not because it's much to talk about but it's funnier then math. Today it rained, OMG that never happens in sweden. Hehe I'm not being ironic, not at all. No but it rained a lot and I sick of it. It's may for gods sake. It's the month for shorts and sunny afternoons on the beach. But no. Clearly Sweden thinks it's about jeans and rain. I can't help it, but what is I get a hostfamily in florida and around this time of the year it's really hot. Like 35 degres. OMG that would be a m a z i n g! Look out all my friends here i sweden! I will send you a lot of beache pictures next year when you're still here in the rain :)

Now I'm sitting with a essay that I was supposed to hand in weeks ago so I better get back to that. But you all have a wonderful day in the rain!!

This photo is exactly what I need. The sun and the heat is something I'm missing so much. The photo is from Thaland last year!

I stayed home from school today because of my cold. Have slept for so many hours and I have come to the conclusion that sleeping is the best medicine. I'm still not fully recoverd though but I'm going to school tomorrow. I have an oral nationel test in math my last period tomorrow so that sucks. Who did even come up with that? Since when is it importent to talk about math? Well I don't know but I really need to do well if I want to get an A.

Now I'm off to sleep and dream about next fall when I can have funny classes like drama and yoga! See u tomorrow darlings :)

So, once again I've deleted all of my posts but this time I got a good reason. As you probably see I'm writing in english and that is the language I will be writing on in the future. Mainly because I more comfortable writing in english though it's my second language and also because I want to train myself before going to US this fall. Beacuse of this huge change iy felt wrong to keep my previous posts in swedish so therefore they're all gone. I hope that everyone will enjoy this change and still keep reading :)